User Profile

Background..


Name, Age, Sex, location, birthday is listed above. Last time I checked i was 5"4 1/4 but I think I've grown up to about 5"6. My hair if you can spot me is green and black.. yes the colors are intentional.

There are complications with my genetic makeup, in that i know i am black, native american, and chinese, but my family will not discuss the divisions clearly. i DO know that im no more than half black, and i know that im more native american than chinese, but how the other half of me is divided up is unclear. I identify more with my Native American side, honestly.


Yeah I may be a mouse, but when it comes down to it, i'm still a rat.


Schools:
I'm Currently A College Senior but I'm stuck here another year just because life sucks like that.


I Currently have:
My favorite possessions are definetly my clothes. I also love dead roses, and black roses. I have a ceramic mouse less than an inch long i named Fyuu.. I love that mouse so much. I like things that are ugly.. but not ugly ugly, just things that no one else would like because they think it's ugly. that goes for clothes and whatever else.

I have scopophobia which ranges from mild (have a drink and it'll be normal) to i-can't-leave-my-room serious. I also have a disorder called Tricotillomania, it's where you can't stop pulling out your hair.. It started maybe when I was 9? It's no where near as bad as it used to be. Depression, ranging over time periods, relapsed quite a few times.. but this part of me is solely discussed in my friends only entries.

I'm living in a complicated living situation defined as homeless.

I have 4 baby turtles that I might not want anymore.

I love pizza (Papa Johns), chinese food, bacon, and mexican, yet I love dieting.


Favorite:
band/artist above every artist/band i list next: Wolfshiem
Pop Star: Britney Spears
Emo Band: The Get Up Kids
Surf Rock Band: The Beach Boys, oldschool. lol
Metal band: Killswitch Engage
Pop band: Wheatus
Alternative Rock band: Goo Goo Dolls or Nine Days.. *unsure*
Screamo band: A Static Lullaby
Noise Rock Band: The Paper Chase
Cyber Band: De/Vision
Garage band: Something Corporate, maybe
Punk Band: Head Automatica (not into punk that much)
Synthpop Artist: Neuroticfish
Latin Artist: Aventura
song: "Shimmer" By Fuel
color: Gray/Silver
Celebrity: Amy Winehouse?
emoticon: :/
Dress: That one i got at Wet Seal that is far too short of a skirt.. with pleats with plaid and zippers and.. eh. forget it.
skirt: A binary "pleasure model" skirt I have
shirt: is a tie between the "I hate you" shirt i made myself and a sort-of double v-neck cut out
pants: those corduroys I keep ripping, so I guess nobody's seen it in a while
coffee flavor: Hazelnut
candy: Gummy Worms, but marzipan if you get the right one..cookies and cream bars maybe
soda: Dr. Pepper, sometimes Crush soda
card game: Magic The Gathering, Blackjack
computer game: Starcraft
video game: Capcom Fighting Evolution

Random Quotes
"It's like having a duel identity. There's the person everybody sees and the person you want to be" -Smallville

"It's not my fault you love me" -Lindsay Lohan in "Mean Girls" the movie

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Self-Injury: You are NOT the only one.

Monday, March 1, 2004 is SI Awareness Day.
"We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, students, and business owners. We have depression, DID, PTSD, eating disorders, borderline personalities, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some were not. We are straight, bi, and gay. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every single race or religion that you can possibly think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks."

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